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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 864

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 864

 Yo. Another day passed. So, not a good day again. I felt lethargic and tired all day. My head keeps hurting and I seem to have lost even more weight. I am eating a lot more than I used to do. I didn't finish from but I did watch couple episodes of Chernobyl. Apart from that, I scrolled through reels... I don't feel like working.

Its not like I will be rewarded. I want to work but I am just afraid that it won't work out like I hope. Weather was also not great. It was very hot and sunny until noon and then, it was cloudy but humid. I am glad that its not raining endlessly here but I wish the temperature could have been little less and wind was blowing.

I think I will sleep early tonight as well. There was a time when I used to stay awake past midnight. My mom didn't give me money that my grandma gave to her. That's the only source of income for me and yet, she doesn't want to give it to me. There are still no news about the result of the exam i gave even though its been more than a month... See ya;)

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