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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 871

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 871

 Yo. Another day passed. It was an alright day. For some reason, I get super depressed during the day. I don't know why it happens. And then during the evening and morning, it gets better. Its so weird. Today, I told my mom that its partially her fault that I lost my data. Its true. She wasn't going to let me buy a new phone but when I lost everything.... She agreed. Why!?

I am so angry, sad and regretful. If only I had kept a backup, if only I had not gone to that shop. Shit. I am so angry! I don't know what to do. I try to forget it and move on but I can't. I haven't been able to work. I don't know what's wrong with me. Anyway, it didn't rain today. It was mostly cloudy.

People are trying their best to save themselves from the rain and flood. Its so harsh. Why is life so cruel for some and so easy for others? Some struggle and only struggle.. And in the end, it amounts to nothing. I ate fast food tonight. Another weird thing... I am struggling to eat food now. I can't eat the same amount as I used to. It was my cousin's birthday. He is only few years older than me but he is a professor in a college... That's how easy it is. Anyway, see ya;)

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