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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 876

Memoir of the Loser - Day 876

Hey... It was not a good day again. Last night, I could sleep thanks to mechine. But even when I woke up in morning, I was still tired and sleepy. So, after eating breakfast, i went to sleep again. I woke up at noon and didn't feel better. I went to doctor in evening and my pulse and blood pressure was fine.

But I had fever... 101°. I didn't expect that. I feel weak and can't stand properly. It's not pleasant to say the least. I don't know if all of this is because of me losing my data. I hope not. Forget living, surviving is tough. My sister went to the city to buy things for her work.

She will hold an exhibition in couple weeks... Everyone is busy with their life. Unlike others, I have no ambition, no goal, no meaning. I don't know what to do because there is nothing that interests me. I just want to rest. To be honest, I am little angry at God as well. But why would he care...smh. I did not even use my phone that much today. Anyway, thats all. See ya;( 

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