Memoir of the Loser - Day 890

Yo. Another horrible day passed. I haven't been talking with anyone in this house. The moment I see any of their faces, I get so angry. That bastard still hasn't returned. My mom told me that his flight was delayed by two days because of bad weather but that's not true according to google.

I checked my aunt's phone and guess what I found? His flight was booked for today... I don't know who lied to whom. I am pretty sure it's either my aunt or uncle. They lied to my mom and she believed it. I am cursing them every minute. Anyway, last night, I saw a picture of him. By him, I mean my best friend. Someone had posted it to wish him.

I had a fight with him in school and since then, he hates me. We don't talk anymore. But I do wish him every year on his birthday. I saw his picture and it was hard to stop myself from crying. It's been years since i saw him... I know he is happy without me, lol. Anyway, in morning, I met another man who praised my dad non stop... Seriously, it needs to stop. Every one keeps praising him.

I didn't fast today either. While most of the people from this family are fasting. What's the point when their heart is tainted. I feel hungry because every thing I ate today was bad. I did sleep during the day but not for a long time. Also, that one influencer from my town is shooting another music video... He called it a web series .. smh

Last one was extremely bad. I am not the only one who feels that way. He can't sing or rap to save his life. But I sang today. After several days. I wish I could go to a place where no one could hear me. I have been listening to a lot of kshmr music lately. My hair have grown a lot already and that patch is disappearing.

Also, I had ordered several zips online and they came. They were just like what I saw online and expected. I learned to use a sewing machine. I am going to customize several of my pants. I hope they turn out good. My sister went to her exhibition in morning and they still haven't returned. I wish I could care. Anyway, I ranted a lot again... I also customised by new blog...see ya;)