Memoir of the Loser - Day 903

Yo. Another day passed. It was a different day. It was extremely cold today. Few degrees less than 30... It's still first half of October. If things go like this, maybe it will even snow in winter. It was cloudy in morning but then it got clear and then... It started raining.

It drizzled until evening. I hate this kind of weather because it got very cold. I did manage to get some sleep but still, it wasn't comfortable. I worked today. Not a lot. But I did create some art. Speaking of art, there is so much ai slop on pinsterest... There was a time when I was crazy about is as well.

Really, there are so much ai photos everywhere. All of them look same...Not only photos, openai's new video model is extremely scary. Before, videos were evidences in court. Now, lawyers will have to prove whether that video is made with ai or not. I am not suprised.

Humans will find ways to harm themselves until no humans remain. I wanted to make music as well but I couldn't bring myself to do that. I try but my data comes to my mind... That's why I am trying 'new' things because old things make me think about what I lost.

Today was a small festival as well. It's Indian version of Halloween where kids go and demand money from people... Yep, you read that right. I don't know what it's called in English though. I didn't eat anything bad today. I wanted but I am poor. My bathroom got clogged... I don't know why. Maybe something from that storm yesterday went inside the pipe or something.

I also replied to my classmate. I think he thinks that I am acting ... But he doesn't know that I really don't give a damn about him. I also tried using ai apps locally on my mobile. But I couldn't. My mobile is quite poweful but it was still slow. It's still amazing that there is an app for almost everything. My sister went to college and she had to wait for almost an hour because of rain ...Anyway, see ya;)