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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 912

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 912

Yo. Another day passed. Like you would expect, it wasn't a good day. I had to take care of my uncle's shop again. He went somewhere again in evening. I think his company has organized a Diwali party... I wasn't going to. I didn't want to. But like every time, my mom forced me.

No matter how much I say that I hate her, I am biologically inclined to care for her. I posted on my another blog again. None of my posts have been indexed yet. I don't know what's the reason. Festivals are right around the corner. People have started decorating their houses with lights...

It does look pretty. Also, I met a kid who looked different. I am sure that he isn't from around here. Sad part is that he is working at someone's home as their servant... Yep, you read that right. I don't how and why but that's how it is. I haven't made any music in past few months.

And I haven't even read or watched anything. Everytime I try to, I get reminded of my data. Really, it's quite amazing and ridiculous. It's as if I have lost a loved one. I have accepted it but I still can't completely move on. I guess that's what they mean by time can't heal all wounds. 

Tomorrow is one of my cousin's birthday. He is my uncle's son... Yep the same uncle i despise. I don't want to but I will have to wish him. Really, I have to do things I absolutely hate. I still didn't haven't ordered my pants or gotten my glasses fixed. Money really is everything... see ya;) 

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