Memoir of the Loser - Day 918

 Yo. Happy Diwali... That's the only way I know how to wish. May your life be full of light and happiness. Even though most of the country celebrated it yesterday, this place is celebrating today. Last night i thought that people were not buring fire crackers like usual.

I was wrong. They were waiting for today. I saw the news about how air is polluted and aqi is so high and I understand. It's not a good thing. People should burn as less fire crackers as possible. But, where is the outrage on other festivals. That's why, even when you know what's right to do, you won't be able make yourself do it. I didn't buy any fire crackers. I wanted to but I don't have money. I did eat junk food though... That was cheap and unhealthy,lol

Anyway, yesterday there was a huge aws outage and it was scary but also exciting. Like what if all internet disappears...lol. My sister also bought fire crackers. She is not like me. She didn't purchase them with her own money. Also, my cousin had sent his old phone for his dad. But he doesn't use it and my sister has started using it as her own phone.

She always wanted an iPhone, now she has one. She disappoints me.... Anyway, it's so noisy now. I don't think i will be able to sleep peacefully. Last night, my whole body was hurting. Probably because of physical work I did. And today as well, I woke up early but slepy for around 3 hours during the day. I didn't feel like waking up.

Also, one of my cousins used to borrow my helmet before today. But today, he took my bike as well. I wish I could tell him to fuck off but it isn't my bike... Yeah, it's my another uncle's but he doesn't know how to drive and I am the one who uses it. Really, everyone is this family makes me so angry...smh.

The whole village does look beautiful but the noise and pollution is only increasing... It hurts my ears. Anyway, that's all for today. Mornings were little foggier but I think tomorrow morning is going to be worse. I didn't make a single post on my other blog today... See ya;)