Memoir of the Loser - Day 929

Yo. One more day passed. It wasn't a good day. I couldn't sleep during the day. I went to the doctor in morning but he was gone somewhere. Both of these things made me wonder if it was medicine that was making me fall asleep from the past few days. I will have to wait for one more day... I hope the infection doesn't worsen. At least, i have cream.

Last night, i went to sleep early. But I couldn't. Dogs keep barking without any reason. Or maybe they do see ghosts and stuff. Speaking of dogs, I saw a guy who tried to do something horrible. He put his foot over a puppy's stomach and tried to press it... It made me so angry. That little bastard tried to do something so cruel.

And! That's not the only bad thing he has done. It's people like these who are born with extreme misfortune in their next life. Anyway, i didn't post on my blog. I have been busy creating shaders and milkdrop presets. I don't know what I will do with them but I am just doing it...

I did create few good shaders but still no luck with creating presets. But I did learn a lot of things. I also had an extremely good dream last night... It was so good that I wanted to be in that dream forever ,lol. I also found that one of my uncles' have completed 30 years in one company.... Damn.

Life moves on too fast. It's been few years since my life went downhill and I all remember it like it happened yesterday. Last night, I also went through a draft of mine. I couldn't bring myself to start writing. But I did start working on a new song. I like the melody of this one.

Anyway, that's all for today. I keep seeing a lot of ai reels on my feed. Useless. The world won't end by AI or aliens. It will just be humans. Damn, that's too depressing. Well, that's it for today. It was very foggy and aqi was quite bad today. All thanks to people again, lol.  My head hurts so imma sleep early today. I haven't eaten fast food in one week... I might just die. See ya;)