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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 930

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 930

Yo. Another day paased. It wasn't a good day. First of all, my head was hurting the whole day. It hurt last night and overnight sleep didn't help. I took medicine in morning and it helped but not completely. I spent my time creating shaders and I finally created one that I am satisfied with.

I have learned some things so next times will be easier. I didn't work on my song as much. I didn't do anything productive because of my head and thoughts... I couldn't sleep properly during the day. There is something wrong with me. I go to washroom more times than an average person and it's annoying. Because I cannot avoid it.

I ate noodles tonight. After a long time. And they were too much. The quantity and they were too spicy. I drank a lot of water... So, yeah, I will be going to washroom even more. I will go to doctor tomorrow. I will need to because the infection is starting to get worse. 

I went to temple in morning and a guy almost broke his knee. He slipped. I am mentioning this because he is ex classmate's father. Weather was not good today. It was hazy, windy and air quality was terrible. People don't learn or listen. Anyway, i was bored during the whole day almost.

My sister and others went to the city but I didn't. I think i will need to buy a adpater for wifi and bluetooth because even bluetooth stops functioning randomly on my laptop. I am postponing it because ... I don't have money. Everyone my age is earning or doing something and here I am...

Anyway, that's all for today. Life is shit. I try to sing but I don't want someone to secretly record my voice and make fun of me. But I tell myself to not care. Because a guy from my neighbourhood starts playing loud music in morning, smh. See ya;) 

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