Memoir of the Loser - Day 939 

 Yo. It could have been a day. I couldn't work on my song because the project file refused to load. I had to open and close it many times and it worked but I had to remove a plugin which was causing issues. I managed to sleep again. I turn on the fan and wrap myself in the blanket...

But something bad happened as well. I had to bathe in cold water in morning because geyser wasn't working... It makes the noise and all the indicators work like they used to but it's not heating the water. It wouldn't have been a problem if we could just call the electrician to get it fixed. But who would listen to us.

If dad was here, he would have gotten it fixed in the morning... Hmm. I also saw that news about the car explosion and it made me realize again how fragile life is and how terrible humans can be. I try to have a positive outlook on life even though mine isn't very great... But this world is dyed in black.

I don't have hopes for humanity. Today, I just sang and wasted my time away. I couldn't use my laptop while the project was loading. I really wish I could buy a new one. My insta feed is full of vfx, 3d and digital art tutorials... Insta's algorithm isn't all good. It doesn't know that I want to see memes and funny videos.

I did eat oily food in evening after along  time and it was tasty! I am taking my medicine regularly. Hopefully, this infection heals and I get to eat anything I want. Also, my aunt got sick last night. Maybe because of weather... She is fine now. My result stilllll hasn't been declared. It makes me feel good that there are many more irresponsible than me. 

Last night, by mistake I saw my forehead... and it scared me. I think I have lost more hair. I don't remember it being big, especially at the corners. It hurts because I keep my hair short and take care of them properly but looks like genetics will ruin me... I also watched a video of a guy installing mac on a windows pc... it 'looks' better. I haven't posted on my blog in days. I will tonight. I also finished reading that manhwa. It was good! See ya;)