Memoir of the Loser - Day 941

Yo. I worked on my song finally and I think I will finish by tomorrow. There were a lot of problems today as well with the project and my laptop... But it worked out in the end. Just now, I watched a clash of clans video after a long time. I used to play it every day several years ago. Time flies away....

I trimmed my beard last night and it's crazy how much difference facial hair can make. I look so much paler and even more young. Also, winters have started causing my skin to dry out. I guess I gotta start wearing sweaters and jackets. I am one of the few people who is still wearing half sleeved shirts and joggers.

Not because I don't feel cold or anything. I am just preparing myself for the worst. There are at least three more worse months left and it's not going to be easy. Today, I couldn't sleep during the day again. My mind doesn't shut up. I woke up few times last night as well. Because of my bladder and because of dogs 

I hate dogs. But they aren't the only ones ruining my sleep. My neighbours are some of the worst. One guy starts his old ass car right outside our home and just leaves it on for few minutes. It makes so much noise which is extremely unpleasant. Those few minutes are enough to ruin my sleep, mood and morning.

And then there is another guy who starts blasting very loud music in morning! I hate this neighborhood so much. Really, why can't just people be more... self aware and caring. I need to talk with both of them. I try not to say anything because just looking at them will make me angry.

Anyway, that's all for today. I ate noodles and I will go to the doctor tomorrow again. The infection is far from gone. There is still no news about results. I wonder what they are doing, smh. See ya;)