Memoir of the Loser - Day 942

Yo. Another usual day passed. I didn't do anything productive today. I just sang a lot. I didn't work on a new song. I am burnt out. Creating songs isn't the difficult part, it's creating their visualizers and videos. I don't have time to learn video editing or vfx. I can do simple editing like cutting and placing effects but that's about it.

It's not really enough... One of my hoodies arrived and it was great. Its a little thinner than the one that came yesterday but still great, especially for the price. Only one is left. I gotta order couple shirts too... Man, money is everything. Today, couple guys came to my village. They performed on stilts. They didn't just walk, they danced !

It looked amazing. But I don't think they earn a lot even though they are hard working and do something very dangerous. That's just life. Many times,you don't get what you deserver. The electrician didn't come today either. So, we had to bathe in cold water. It is not as bad yet, but ... Its going to get worse.

And for some reason, people have started wearing caps, jackets and multiple layers. Its really not that cold yet. Next couple months are going to be very hard for them. Anyway, that's all for today. I hate everyone from this family, and I don't think it will change. 

Last night, dogs ruined my sleep many times. It makes me so angry. I won't feel a thing if they vanish. They stay quiet during the day but at night... they start barking at each other. They just bark... not even fight. I did sleep during the day today but it wasn't a good nap. See ya;)