Memoir of the Loser - Day 947

Yo. Another day passed and... It was a weird day. So, last night was like usual. Dogs ruined my sleep and I had to get out of the house and scare them away. In morning, my neighbours did it and I had to talk to them. Lets see if tomorrow will be any different. Now, onto the crazy part.

That son of a bitch came to my home. Who? My ex friend. I used to be good friends with him but things changed. That friendship was suffocating. Many things happened and I stopped talking with him but he couldn't accept it. He bothered me everyday by either calling or messaging... Today, he crossed all lines.

He showed up in front of my house even though I have told him many times not to come. He didn't respect my boundaries. Fortunately, my aunt told him that I wasn't here. We had gone over this in past in case he ever came here. Then, he just left, lol. He came from his home which is pretty far to all the way here!

I have told him that I didn't want to talk to him or be friends with him. I have blocked him... But his obesession is too much. I still can't believe it. Honestly, it's kind of scary. I don't know what he wants from me but I have nothing to give to him. And somehow, my family thinks I am the wrong one. I was being too harsh on him... How do I tell them that I can't force myself to care about someone.

And he is not the kind of person they think he is, smh. Anyway, enough about him. He really ruined my day. If that wasn't enough, his friend called me. But I didn't pick up. It turns out he knew that he was going to come here. I feel like they are talking behind my back... Well I am sure. Tomorrow, they are going to go to the university but I don't want to go. Because it's very far from here and it's needless.

Anyway, I finished a beat, and started working on the next one. I hope it turns out good... I also use butyl tape to shut the windows. I think it works but I needed to buy more. That's it for today. See ya;)