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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 951

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 951

 Yo. It was a normal day again. My sister said that she would fix my lowers today... But she refused. I had to request her so many times and even though she agreed, she kept complaining while fixing them. It was too much. I tried to ignore it but she just didn't stop. I don't know what her problem was. I ask her because I don't know how to use the sewing machine!

And I ask her because my mom would behave just like her. I guess I gotta do it myself. That's why I never ask anyone for help. The moment you depend on someone even a little... They try to act superior and make you feel stupid. I hate relying on people. My mom also went to a marriage with my aunt.

There was one in my neighbourhood as well. I don't go anywhere. Anyway, my weather stripping tape arrived and I applied it to my room's window and door. It really works! It stopped the noise form outside by around 70-80 percent. One of the best things I have bought. It will also stop cold wind from coming into my room.

Anyway, I finished a song and started working on the next one. I sang today and I can finally sing in mixed voice. I can hit notes I couldn't before. But I still need to practice a lot... Because my voice tends to break if I sing high notes for long. I used to use a telegram bot to generate posters for my songs but I received an update... And doesn't work as intended.

Why do things that are fine as they are need to be changed? Even when it doesn't make them better. Damn, I got all philosophic. That's it all for today. Its getting colder everyday. But air quality is getting worse since there is no wind. My result wasn't declared today either. I am waiting... Nervously. Its haunting my dreams now.

I didn't sleep during the day because I was applying that tape but last night, I has very good sleep. See ya;)

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