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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 951

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 951

 Yo. It was a normal day again. My sister said that she would fix my lowers today... But she refused. I had to request her so many times and even though she agreed, she kept complaining while fixing them. It was too much. I tried to ignore it but she just didn't stop. I don't know what her problem was. I ask her because I don't know how to use the sewing machine!

And I ask her because my mom would behave just like her. I guess I gotta do it myself. That's why I never ask anyone for help. The moment you depend on someone even a little... They try to act superior and make you feel stupid. I hate relying on people. My mom also went to a marriage with my aunt.

There was one in my neighbourhood as well. I don't go anywhere. Anyway, my weather stripping tape arrived and I applied it to my room's window and door. It really works! It stopped the noise form outside by around 70-80 percent. One of the best things I have bought. It will also stop cold wind from coming into my room.

Anyway, I finished a song and started working on the next one. I sang today and I can finally sing in mixed voice. I can hit notes I couldn't before. But I still need to practice a lot... Because my voice tends to break if I sing high notes for long. I used to use a telegram bot to generate posters for my songs but I received an update... And doesn't work as intended.

Why do things that are fine as they are need to be changed? Even when it doesn't make them better. Damn, I got all philosophic. That's it all for today. Its getting colder everyday. But air quality is getting worse since there is no wind. My result wasn't declared today either. I am waiting... Nervously. Its haunting my dreams now.

I didn't sleep during the day because I was applying that tape but last night, I has very good sleep. See ya;)

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