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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1081

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1081  Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day because weather was quite bad today. It was sunny and hot. It did get better in evening because clouds appeared. But another thing appears at night... Mosquitoes. Summer hasn't even begun yet. I studied today as well. Quite a lot actually. My sister went to the city to go to the temple. I had asked her to buy the contact lens solution because I found out only last night that you are supposed to change it every time you wear lens. She was tired and didn't have any energy to go look for it. She did but a bag and slippers of herself tho...  Anyway, she will go on a trip tomorrow with my aunt. I pray it goes well. Today, my uncle's family wasted my and her time. We had to run several errands for them. The audacity to even ask us to do anything for them when they don't anything for us and when they don't even show gratefulness. Its amazing how people can be so shamless. And then when you stand up fo...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 952

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 952

Yo. Another day passed. And there is not a single person I like in this house. Even my mom... who is supposed to love me unconditionally just makes me so angry. There is no difference between her and others. She can ask me whatever she want me to do but I can't ask her anything.

Really, every single time if I refuse to do something she asks me... She will start emotional blackmailing me. But she doesn't do anything I ask her which I do very rarely. I either ask her to cook something for me or fix my clothes. That's it. But either she does neither of them or postpones it.

Today as well, I made a mistake of asking her to fix my joggers. Not only did she start complaining like my sister, when she did start... She didn't do it like I said and told me that her way was better. I don't care! I have to wear it, not her. Its so annoying. I wish I could go away from here. Living alone is far better than living with people like her.

I have almost finished another song. I like it. I just need to work on my composition skills. I also didn't sing that much today. While it's far better than before, it's still not completely soundproof. I can't make it without spending a whole lot of money. So I have to bear with it.

I couldn't sleep again during the day. Its not even noise that's keeping me awake. I don't know what's wrong. I did order few shirts. They were very cheap so, I hope they are not bad. I got my sister to pay for it online using my mom's bank account. I gave money to my mom and instead of refusing, she just accepted it lol...

My result wasn't declared today. Every day I expect them to declare it and all I get is disappointment. Also, since the day I blocked that bastard, life has been peaceful. He was the who forced me. I was thinking of getting hair cut as well. I like my hair but... If I don't get them cut off now and wait, they will grow too long and then the difference will be even bigger. Well, that's it for today. Winter still hasn't arrived completely.

Its scary... Like calm before the storm. See ya;)

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