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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 952

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 952

Yo. Another day passed. And there is not a single person I like in this house. Even my mom... who is supposed to love me unconditionally just makes me so angry. There is no difference between her and others. She can ask me whatever she want me to do but I can't ask her anything.

Really, every single time if I refuse to do something she asks me... She will start emotional blackmailing me. But she doesn't do anything I ask her which I do very rarely. I either ask her to cook something for me or fix my clothes. That's it. But either she does neither of them or postpones it.

Today as well, I made a mistake of asking her to fix my joggers. Not only did she start complaining like my sister, when she did start... She didn't do it like I said and told me that her way was better. I don't care! I have to wear it, not her. Its so annoying. I wish I could go away from here. Living alone is far better than living with people like her.

I have almost finished another song. I like it. I just need to work on my composition skills. I also didn't sing that much today. While it's far better than before, it's still not completely soundproof. I can't make it without spending a whole lot of money. So I have to bear with it.

I couldn't sleep again during the day. Its not even noise that's keeping me awake. I don't know what's wrong. I did order few shirts. They were very cheap so, I hope they are not bad. I got my sister to pay for it online using my mom's bank account. I gave money to my mom and instead of refusing, she just accepted it lol...

My result wasn't declared today. Every day I expect them to declare it and all I get is disappointment. Also, since the day I blocked that bastard, life has been peaceful. He was the who forced me. I was thinking of getting hair cut as well. I like my hair but... If I don't get them cut off now and wait, they will grow too long and then the difference will be even bigger. Well, that's it for today. Winter still hasn't arrived completely.

Its scary... Like calm before the storm. See ya;)

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