Memoir of the Loser - Day 963 

Yo. Another day passed. It was an okay-ish day. So... The result of the government exam I gave few months ago was finally declared. It was early morning when I had gone to bed after going to toilet. I was trying to sleep when my mom woke up and told me that result was declared.

My sister had already checked both of our results. We were both qualified but I had scored far more than they or even I expected... I don't know how. I got far more than I expected or wanted. I couldn't sleep after that. But my happiness didn't last for long. I realized that now my mom was going to pressurize me to apply for job.

And she immediately said something like that. My cousin and his also qualified but his brother didn't tell us about himself. I don't care. I met my uncle during the day and he asked me about my result. I told him my marks and he didn't seem too happy about it. He asked me if I will get a job now and I said yes. I couldn't really tell him that I had no plan of doing a 9 to 5.

Then, in evening that bastard called me again. I don't know if he genuinely cares but I don't. And I find it annoying. He never even talks to me. He asks me if I wanted to join any tuition for preparation but I refused him straightaway. Anyway, I really don't want to do a normal job. I can't.

I worked on the remix today and it's going good. A guy from my village joined army several months ago and his training was finally finished few days ago. He is on a month long holiday after which he will leave again... I respect his hard work and passion.  Almost everyone respects army officers. But people from my village took it too far lol. I think because no one has achieved anything here.

Anyway, that's all for today. It was cold and windy today. Aqi wasn't neither bad nor good. Last night, my neighbour finally turned off his old ass car after I complained. I swear to God, if I could get away with one murder...  His son ruined my morning again. I couldn't sleep during the day and I have started talking to my sister. I don't want to. Also, my remaining shirts arrived and they are extremely good. See ya;)