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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 964

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 964

Yo. Another cold and bad day passed. It was very windy today and because of that very cold as well. I also found that I may have reynaud's syndrome which is the reason I get chillblains. Not only that, I also realized that there is a reason I start feeling down and depressed when winters start and that feeling disappears when winters end. And it's not just in my head.
 
I have almost finished anothe beat but I didn't work on my remix today. I also had to take my uncle to a function. His audacity to ask for help even after everything. Some people are soo shameless and this family is one of them. A lot of marriages have been happening but I haven't gone to any even though we have been invited to a lot of them... I wish I had a brother.

Anyway, last night I had good sleep and somehow, my neighbour didn't ruin it in morning lik every other day. A miracle. I also managed to get some sleep during the day. Thanks to white noise! I also met my cousin and he keeps talking about my exam score. I can't figure out if he is happy for me or mad...

Either way, I am not going to get a job. Well, that's it for today. And that guy contacted me again. Someone who used to be my friend. I have blocked him but I can still see his messages. He thinks he is slick. He thinks I will forget everything if he acts normal. Poor guy. I really couldn't care about him. See ya;)

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