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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 986

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 986

 Yo. Another day passed. So, not a good day. There was construction work happening near my house and it was extremely noisy. My head hurt so much. I tried sleeping during the day but it didn't help... I had to take medicine. I watched the last episode of stranger things.

I haven't finished it yet. But that's not why it was a bad day. I am worried about my future. I want to become a musician... A singer. But my luck has never helped me. Not only that, I wonder if there is any point in even trying. Ai can almost do it. And it's only going to get better.

I just want to make a living... I don't have big dreams. But even that's not easy. I hate my life. I hate it. Anyway, lets talk about something else. I finished the webtoon yesterday and it felt kind of sad for a while. The infection is healing. It itches a lot and I am trying my best to control myself. Its not easy.

Anyway, my sister has an exam in around a week. I will go to bring her back from the exam centre. But she will go there herself. I can sleep at night nowadays but my morning is ruined almost everyday. I curse them everyday... See ya;)

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