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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1015

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1015

 Yo. Another normal day passed. It was sunny and quite warm. But weather forecast says that it's going to rain tonight. I just hope its not as bad few days ago. We can't live without electricity. I worked on my music again and tried to improve my craft... Damn, that sound corny.

My mom went to my grandfather's brother's home with others. And on the way, she and others talked about my uncle's behaviour. Like you would expect, his family didn't think it was his fault. I don't know why they even bother. I also trimmed my beard. I start looking paler without beard lol.

Its just an illusion, I know. I wanted to record some vocals again tonight but I don't know if I will be able to. I feel lazy and demotivated. I don't know if forcing myself will make them sound good enough. I also keep remembering about old times... Its been so many years and yet, it doesn't feel that way.

Time really flies. Its really sad. I will die just like this. Honestly, even I wouldn't care if I died tomorrow. It feels kind of pointless... I sound so emo. Anyway, I tried finding some comics to read but had no luck. See ya;)

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