Memoir of the Loser- Day 1033 

 Yo. Another day passed. It was an usual day. I went to the university but very early in morning because timing has changed starting from today until next week. I didn't know that my condition was going to get very bad. I was wearing a lower and a hoodie...

When I reached the university, I couldn't even move my fingers. They had become that numb. It was so cold in morning. Riding a bike made it many times worse. I was shivering and what not. But not while riding, after I reached the university. Also, there was so much dust flying because of trucks and buses that my clothes had became extremely dirty.

I wore a new lower but it was too loose. I had to get my sister fix it in the morning before I left. I couldn't wear it just like that. Same number of students had come. I also realized that ... If you pay attention, you can understand most things, lol. I ate biscuits today. I can't eat most things now.

I still can't bring myself to care for my ex friend which is disappointing even for me. I also discovered a weird thing about my classmate who goes to the university with me. That guy doesn't know he needs to hide his personal problems. I don't know if I can even consider us friends but he tells me things you shouldn't tell anyone really.

Its so weird. And it's not just him, his sister is even weirder. Poor guy gets bullied by his friends all day. Its pitiful but he can't stand up for himself. Most of the time, it's because of the things he says and does. He also lies a lot. If I went in detail... it would be long entry. I wish I could help him but that will give them a reason to insult him even more. Anyway, onto the bad part. When I came back home, I found that my mom was sick 

She hadn't taken her medicine becayse she was fasting... Yep. I can't believe her sometimes. Our stupidity is genetic. Fortunately she took medicine after we forced her and is sleeping now. She gets way too depressing when she is sick. Like it's the end of the world. And it's fucking scary.

Anyway, that's all for today. I will have to wake up early again. I saw monkeys again in morning... Oh I forgot to tell you something. When I was coming back from the University, I crossed the road with out looking back. I almost got into an accident. I will never forget it. I will order jeans tonight. Marriage is in a week from now. I hope they arrive by then. I don't think I will go to university on day after tomorrow.See ya;)