Memoir of the Loser - Day 1034

Yo. Another day passed. I went to the university early like yesterday. And... No one was there. I mean there were students but very little compared to other days. That's because most departments are closed on weekends but not for those students who aren't regular 

My friends came late. I used to pick one from his home but he woke up late so he came later on his own. First, we wrote some code in the lab... Well, I did and I surprised myself because the program actually ran. Then came theory lectures and I tried my best to focus. My mind runs off to its fantasies and I have to try extremely hard to bring it back.

But i didn't attend the last lecture because the teacher didn't come. He said we only needed to wait for 20 minutes but even after an hour he didn't come. Then, I just left. My friends didn't know... I had gone to a book shop to buy one book. It was far more expensive than the others .

I hated it. But I didn't have the guts to refuse the shopkeeper. Then when I went to check, my friends were gone. I also left. I came back home early and went to a temple with my mom. It was being decorated because of a festival thats tomorrow. My mom talked with the old man who takes care of the temple. Turns out, he knows a lot of people from my village.

Anyway, my aunt and uncle said somethings again... I hate them more. Nothing new. My aunt said to my sister that there has been a increase in expenses suddenly... Because I started going to the university and we bought clothes for my cousin's marriage. That's it. Mind you, those clothes were extremely cheaper compared to what others buy.

Its not like her husband is in debt. Maybe he is, who knows. I don't want to go to university now because of the shit she said. I have completed the attendance requirement either way. Also, my head hurts. I went to the washroom many times today. Its far too cold in morning. Today, it was foggy as well. I haven't sang in so many days. My voice is... Fucked. I wore a baggy jeans today and my friends kept commenting on it. Because I usually wear slim or straight jeans

Anyway, while I was at the university during the last lecture... It wasn't nice. And the friend who came late left early as well. I think there is some problem in his home. I am contemplating about a lot of things and it's not great... It was also valentine's. Lol. See ya;)