Memoir of the Loser - Day 1035

Yo. Another day passed. It was yet another day. It was a tough day. I fasted today. It wasn't easy but I barely ate or drank anything... Honestly that's far better because I was thinking of not even eating or drinking anything. My head hurts now and I feel tired without doing anything.

I went to the temple in morning and it was crowded because today was a festival. It was hard to pray in peace. I will go to the university tomorrow. I will have to wake up early. But my cousin wants to go with me. To apply for a job interview. My mom doesnt want me to take him with me... I have no reason to refuse or else I wouldn't want to take him either... Now that I am thinking about it, I already hate it.

That guy lies so much. He was bragging about getting a job at another bank but he was lying. I worked on my music. I will record when I have time in a week. I won't lie... Today felt a little boring. I am already used to university which is bad. I hate it. Being at home was already not good enough and it became even more boring.

Poor me. Last night was quite depressing. I was extremely angry. I hope God gives everyone what they deserve. My mom also fasted and didn't take her medicine. She is recovering and is already being careless. Anyway, that's all for today. My pants will arrive in two days. I was also thinking about not going to university after two more days but... I guess I will need to. It will be bad for few days after classes end.

Its also getting hotter. Winter is ending. Mornings are still quite cold but it gets hot at daytime. See ya;)