Memoir of the Loser - Day 1040 

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day. Not really a pleasant one either. I didn't go to the university and my cousin didn't ask for any favour. Last night, I slept alone in the whole house and it was a little creepy. I recorded vocals and... Most of them were good but some weren't. I will have to re record again. I also need to trim my beard.

In evening, I went to the doctor with my aunt. It took an hour before we met him. He took a look at the infection and changed the prescription a little. I need to take medicine again for at least one and half month. My mom seems to enjoying herself at the wedding function. Well, at least someone is happy. My sister also sent me pictures of her eating ice cream, pizza and what not... I am not at all jealous.

I also downloaded some apps to practice singing. I need it because I hadn't been singing even before the classes started. Then... After I came back home from doctor I saw a lot of pictures in the group chat. He and his friends seem to be enjoying themselves. It hurts a little but that's nothing new.

I will just get through it... Hopefully. It was also quite warm surprisingly. Traffic jam in the city made it worse. Also, my aunt is very heavy. Driving with her is very tough. She also hurt her hand while lifting something heavy. I talked with my cousin for around half an hour last night. She also doesn't want to attend the marriage.

But she has to ... Peer pressure. She also asked me to find a laptop for her. I also got couple missed calls from him in morning... Most likely an accident. Anyway, that's all for today. I will go to my grandma's home in morning tomorrow. I really don't want to but my mom won't accept a no. 

Few puppies live in our neighborhood. They are stray and a crazy woman started beating one of them for no fucking reason. People saw it and saved the little guy. Not all people deseve forgiveness. See ya;)