Memoir of the Loser - Day 1041

 Yo. It was a long ass Day. Last night was fine. I trimmed by beard and went to like usual. But when I woke up in morning it was extremely foggy. I was so happy because it meant that I could go late. Then, I did go but very late. I drove as slowly as possible. I didn't want to reach that place quickly.

I reached my grandma's home and it was as I expected. There were cars everywhere and it was very busy. I saw so many people after a long time. I had to greet every one. It was a pain in the ass in short. I also met my cousins and it was quite nice. Well, meeting some was nice... I saw some after more than 5 years. So much has changed. I couldn't even recognise some people...

I spent my time talking with my cousins. Loud music, people talking, it was quite annoying. I went to pick my cousin evening with her brother, who is... Also my cousin. She just had to attend the marriage and nothing more. She had it better than me. I went to the marriage after evening but before night... If that makes sense. Everyone was roaming in groups. So was I .

I ate what I wanted to. By the end, I didn't have space for anything. I was so full. I also wore completely new clothes... I looked alright I guess. If that bastard wore it, he would have looked like a model... The world is so unfair. Anyway, I came back home right after midnight and went to sleep. While others couldn't sleep because of one reason or another.

I slept quite well because I put earphones in my ears and played rain sounds... I was used to it. That's why it helped. But for real, I met so many people and saw many after a long time. I did nothing productive. The function was great but there was a problem... I hate crowds and public events so it wasn't nice. While I was in the car, that existential crisis hit me again. 

A lot of other things. Like my grandma couldn't find her clothes which made her angry. Gossips about my cousin who is getting married and her whole family. An incident with my other cousin where is falsely accused of something. And... My mom really made me and my sister angry like she does. See ya;)