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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1043

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1043 

 Yo. Another day passed. My sister was supposed to return but she couldn't. She will come back with my mom tomorrow. My sister hates it there and it's partially because of my mom. I slept so well last night. Its crazy. Because I am alone in the home and I don't feel anxious or anything.

But when I visited my cousin's home couple days ago, it was very depressing. I fell into some dark thoughts. It was interesting. There is so much negativity on the internet. I try my best to avoid it. I also made another song. I am liking it so far. I hope I like the final product as well.

I don't know if there is any point in doing this. I love it but it still scares me to think that it might be useless... Also I forgot to mention. A guy from my village unalived himself. He has a 3/4 year old son... Apparently he had an argument with his wife. I am sure that's not the real reason.

Its amazing how people get so much courage and stupidity simultaneously. Anyway, group chat was little active today. I am sure it won't stay like this. Everyone is busy in their lives even if they aren't doing anything. It was very foggy in morning and sunny during the day. I wore a headband to keep my hair back.

My hair are so annoying sometimes. I don't have great genetics unfortunately. Also, yesterday my aunt's relatives came home. Why do they come only when none of us are present, lol. Its so interesting and weird. I have a few things to order ... Clothes, headband, medicine ... My mom won't be too pleased. My cousin and his family is also gone to a marriage.

I don't really care but they are too shameless. They ask us for favours when they do nothing for us. That's it all for today. See ya;)

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