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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1049

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1049

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a normal day. It was quite warm and I couldn't sleep during the day. My mom has been so annoying these past few days. I wonder what I did in my past life to deserved this life and her. All of her 'opinions' are so wrong and she knows but doesn't care. She doesn't try to be better.

If I was earning... I would leave this shithole without a second thought. I really wonder what things I did in my past life to deserve this. Anyway, I applied minoxidil for the first time today. It smells so bad. I think I will apply it at night from tomorrow. Its going to be my whole life lol.

Which isn't too bad if things stay like they are. Anyway, I worked on my music and wrote down some things. I am taking way too long finishing things. And I haven't been studying either. Also, it's still showing absent for me in my environmental studies' exam. Few of my classmates has this issue fixed but not me.

Anyway, I don't know how long it's going to take. Its quite worrying to be honest. If I don't pass in this exam I won't get my degree lol. I wonder if I will stay here for that long. I don't think I can. My mom didn't talk about that guy my aunt recommended. Maybe she didn't like something about him. She caught cold as well. She has been coughing all day. Its hilarious that even after everything she has the audacity to try and emotionally blackmail me.

I guess that's it for today. Its going to get warmer from now. Winter is over... Damn, it was quick. If things go fine, I might start working out from tomorrow. Its also one of my friends birthday tomorrow. See ya;)

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