Memoir of the Loser - Day 1051

Yo. Another day passed. It was a normal day. I was wrong. There was no festival today. Its tomorrow. I also posted last two days of entries because I forgot... I worked on my song like usual. Also, the medicine I take is causing constipation and gas. I guess I will have to medicine for that as well.

I think I will record tonight and I might also workout. I applied minoxidil. Its been three days... I didn't work on my music that much. So, it's final. My sister is not going to be married to that guy. And also, my mom has the same problems as me. She also thinks kind of like me. Who will handle everything? Because my uncles are useless and don't care. I am not capable....

Anyway, I shouldn't care. Because who knows if I will stay here until then. I also studied today. I am only reading to get the gist of things. I will need to give more time to studying or history will repeat. My report card still hasn't been updated. And I am worried that there is an issue and i will need to go to the university again.

I don't know. I guess I should ask my classmate. But this stupid ego is stopping me. I have to put it aside and do it. I watched a lot of reels. Lunar eclipse happened today and moon looked quite red. Not as red as I saw online though. I ate instant noodles tonight because I didn't like what my mom had made. I also ate a lot of chocolates. It was windy and sunny today but not hot.

I also use fan while sleeping. Blankets alone are quite uncomfortable. At least until early morning. My sister is busy with her assignments. I hope she is fine. See ya;)