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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1061

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1061 

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a normal day until few moments ago. Apparently, the war is worsening and it seems to be causing terrible after effects in my country as well. There is shortage of gas... Its quite hilarious. You do realize value of something only when you are about to lose it.

All because of one senile old man. I wonder how people of that country have let so many things happen. Its amazing truly. Humans really don't care unless it doesn't happen to them. They can sympathize... But that's about it. Who am I to criticize someone else. I am no better.

I went to the doctor but I was too late. All appointments were booked and I will have to go tomorrow in morning. Its also my sister's birthday. I will get to eat something tasty finally. I studied today as well. Not as much as yesterday I think but still a lot. Only if I was studying regularly. I used to say this last year as well lol.

Sometimes, I feel like this world isn't real... Like things just seem too ridiculous that it's hard to believe in anything. I can't wait to leave this shithole. I will ask God to just keep me in hell... If they exist. Damn, it got too corny and emo. Anyway, that's all for today. My digestive issues haven't been resolved. I will have to take more medicine but my fever and other symptoms are gone. I sang today as well. Weather was quite good. It was cloudy and windy. I think it will rain in few days. See ya;)

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