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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1070

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1070

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a normal day again. I studied for several hours like I do daily. I tried going through the topics I haven't read before and ... I almost gave up. I couldn't understand most things. I hate focusing on something and when I have to use my brain... Lol.

To make matters worse,I study while listening to music and half the time, before I realize it I start singing and vibing. I still tried as hard as I could. Some things were easy while others were quite hard to understand. I also got a message from that guy. I was wondering why he hadn't messaged me.

I talked with him for a while. I don't really know what I should do. If I should engage or if I should leave. Why do things have to be complex,smh. One small incident changed everything. Anyway, for now, I am talking with him. He seems to have changed as well. Well, I ain't like before either. 

So, I guess I won't get too close again. That's what I have decided for now. Last night, I had decided that I won't initiate but he did it himself. Its as if everything goes against my expectations and many times, it's not something I want. Anyway, I forgot to buy pencils again... I don't want to borrow from my sister. I need them for my practical file.

Anyway, that's it for today. Weather was good. It was windy and sunny but not hot. It did get cloudy many times but they didn't stay. Last night, a function was held in my town's biggest temple... Obviously, I did not go. I have put my lowers for exchange as well. They were too lose. And none of my other orders arrived. See ya;)

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