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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1070

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1070

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a normal day again. I studied for several hours like I do daily. I tried going through the topics I haven't read before and ... I almost gave up. I couldn't understand most things. I hate focusing on something and when I have to use my brain... Lol.

To make matters worse,I study while listening to music and half the time, before I realize it I start singing and vibing. I still tried as hard as I could. Some things were easy while others were quite hard to understand. I also got a message from that guy. I was wondering why he hadn't messaged me.

I talked with him for a while. I don't really know what I should do. If I should engage or if I should leave. Why do things have to be complex,smh. One small incident changed everything. Anyway, for now, I am talking with him. He seems to have changed as well. Well, I ain't like before either. 

So, I guess I won't get too close again. That's what I have decided for now. Last night, I had decided that I won't initiate but he did it himself. Its as if everything goes against my expectations and many times, it's not something I want. Anyway, I forgot to buy pencils again... I don't want to borrow from my sister. I need them for my practical file.

Anyway, that's it for today. Weather was good. It was windy and sunny but not hot. It did get cloudy many times but they didn't stay. Last night, a function was held in my town's biggest temple... Obviously, I did not go. I have put my lowers for exchange as well. They were too lose. And none of my other orders arrived. See ya;)

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