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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1078

 Memoir of the Loser - day 1078

Yo. Another day passed. Last night I tried for around an hour, but I still couldn't put contact lens in my eye. And today, I tried again. In morning, after around half an hour I managed to put in my right eye but couldn't in my left eye. Then, I tried just now and failed again. My fear of touching my eye is mostly gone but it's still so tough because I don't have the right technique.

I don't know how to put it properly... Anyway, I studied today again. But very less compared to usual. Its because of contact lens yeah. Also, I spent time listening to sad stories of what my mom went through in this home. It made me extremely angry. Its amazing how she can talk to those people who caused her so much pain.

This place really is the worst. This village has very few actually good people. Something has been happening in my neighbourhood and that really made me hate some of my neighbours. I usually try not to care but this is one of those times when I can't just not care.

I also went to the temple. Weather was quite good today. It was mostly cloudy and windy. But it didn't rain. Also, still no signs of war stopping and people are suffering... So many small businesses have taken a hit. That's my rant for today. My sister fixed one of my lowers. See ya;)

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