Memoir of the Loser - Day 1079 

 Yo. A lot of things happened. I finally managed to put lens in both of eyes last night. Taking them was far easier than putting them in. I tried again today and it was a lot easier but still quite hard. I am just not used to it. I studied a lot today. I did memorize quite a lot of things.

I will work on my file tonight. Yesterday, I was feeling very lethargic but today, I realized that barely 2 weeks are left until the first exam. I have to gear up. I also sang a lot. Weather was quite bad. It was hot, sunny and hot wind was blowing. But clouds appeared out of nowhere in evening

Where do they go during the day and I am sure they will pass just like that without doing anything. Now, yesterday I was alone at my home when my cousins' children came looking for their sister, who wasn't here. I was trying to wearing contact lens. And they weren't the type to sit . If I had let them inside, they would have wreaked havoc.

I kept refusing them but they didn't listen. I tried many times. Then, one of them tried to 'force' because they thought I would just give up but when he tried to push me, I reflexively pushed him back... He fell. He didn't fall hard or anything. It didn't even hurt because he just got up and left. But I knew that it was going to cause a dominos effect.

Because that guy and his cousin told about the incident as if I had deliberately tried to injure them. Lol. They have painted me as the bad guy without hearing them. Frankly I don't care. Because it doesn't effect them. It just makes it easier for me to not give a damn about them. 

My sister met those kids' parents and fought them because she knew I wouldn't do something like that. I ain't that petty. And then guess what. They started saying all sorts of bad things about me that had nothing to do with incident. I don't even do anything and yet, they talk so much about me. Damn.

They also wanted to organize a function today but unfortunately, an old woman from our neighborhood passed away. So many people have died in this village in past couple years... People who weren't even old. But some people think they are invincible. Anywayz that's all for today.  I haven't made in any music in over three weeks. See ya;)