Memoir of the Loser- Day 1080 

 Yo. Another day passed. Last night, I practised again and wore contact lens within few minutes. It seemed impossible but when I didn't give up... It became possible and far easier. Also, last night it rained quite a lot! It was unexpected but quite a violent storm came.

Cool wind was blowing and thanks to that, today's weather was very good. It was mostly cloudy and slightly warm. Sometimes it gets very beautiful. A function was organised at my uncle's home. I went there for few seconds at most. I had no reason to stay because those people hate me anyway. They just need an excuse to talk shit. My mom and others are no less. Their politics are quite scary lol.

I studied like usual. I studied architecture and maths... it is no easy but I have no other choice. And in evening, I bought french fries. Things have gotten expensive especially food. Its no one's fault apart from that orange bastard. People are suffering all because of some old men who should have died years ago. One of my fav stand up comedians uploaded a new video .

I also wore contact lens just now. Its weird that I wore them during the night but I just wanted to practice again. I wore them within few minutes. I also realized that my prescription is higher than I was expecting. I am seeing the world as it is without glasses after more than a decade... It feels not as amazing as I was expecting.

I slept during the day but not for long. My sister will go on a trip on day after tomorrow. She was thinking of getting an eye checkup tomorrow for lasik but in few days, she has her exams... So this month is gone as well. Its kind of amazing how she had to postpone it so many times.  As if the world doesn't want her to see without glasses.

Anyway, that's all for today. I talked with that dude again. I am trying to talk as less as possible. Also, my cousin keeps making my sister angry lol. But she will leave tomorrow, along with her children. I went to sleep very late last night because I was using my phone... I will try to study more tonight. See ya;)