Memoir of the Loser- - Day 1082 

Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day again. My sister went on a trip finally. She went to a very sacred temple. She will return tomorrow, at night. It took her around 8-9 hours in a cab. She went with my aunt and her relatives . Like we expected, she is probably going to pay for every thing and everyone. Her son and husband are earning a lot... So no problem for her.

Anyway, I wrote a letter last night because there is a legend that if you submit your letter and send it to the God of the temple, your wish will be fulfilled. Its quite embarassing to admit that I did that but I am just that desperate. Even if God doesn't listen... At least I will have hope lol.

My sister woke up early today. She also took a bit of money for herself and for some souvenirs. My mom keeps tracks of every penny lol. She is going to buy something for most of us. She also tried to do a video call but it wasn't allowed at the temple. Even they couldn't pray properly because of how crowded it was. 

It was quite warm and sunny today. But wind started blowing in evening and dark clouds appeared out of nowhere. After that, a storm came, very fast wind blew. It rained as well but not for long. Now, its quite cold which is exactly what we like. My dad's aunt's grandson came to our home as well to invite us to his marriage.

I won't be able to attend because of my exams. Others will go but it seems that one of my aunts won't go as well. Last night, she fought with my sister because she is going on a trip ... Yep. You heard that right. I really hate them more and more every day. My mom and my sister knows what kind of people they are and yet they allow themselves to be bothered by them.

I don't understand why they can't just not give a damn because our relatives surely don't. I also completed half of my second parctical file. I studied today as well and slept for around an hour. Time is flying at a crazy speed. I am still very nervous about my exams. See ya;)