Memoir of the Loser - Day 1085 

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a normal day. It was quite hot and sunny. I studied like I do everyday. And finally, my admit card was released. The exam centre is the same as last year's. I am still very nervous. I don't know what's going to happen. If the exam is tough... I am done.

No, I wont fail... Most likely. But I want to get at least 75 percent aggregate. Which sounds extremely hard if not impossible. Anyway, my sister went to her college but forgot very important documents at home when she needed them. I had to go and give it to her. It wasted around 45 minutes of mine.

Mainly because the city was very crowded. I hate cities. People don't know how to drive. Also, a woman from my village had a failed... Pregnancy. She gave birth to twins pre mature but... both of them couldn't survive. This is the 4th time it has happened! I can't even imagine what she and her family is going through. Its... Unbearable. Sometimes, God really abandons you.

I slept during the day again. For around a month, there will be electric outage in my village because farmers need to use electricity for harvesting and power lines aren't strong enough to handle the load. I will also trim my bead tonight. Finally, I am tired of it. Then two days later, I will go to barber. 

I guess that's all for today. For tomorrow and the next day, it seems weather will be quite harsh. My uncle also went somewhere and it looks like he has gone crazy. My mom fixed one of my lowers and it looks only alright... See ya;)