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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1115

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1115 

Yo. Another day passed. It was a good day. I worked on my song and I am still not close to finish it. That's partially because I am lazy and mostly because my laptop is too slow. I ate a burger just now and... It was so fucking spicy. I have gustatory rhinntis so, everytime I eat something that's even slightly spicy or hot, water starts coming out of nose and eyes... And it was very bad today.

I couldn't even enjoy the taste of that burger. I hate my body sometimes. Its very cloudy and windy outside. Weather forecast didn't predict that tonight will be stormy. During the day, it was normal. I also had to do some household work today. Anyway, my stomach is fine but not completely. I also used my handheld sewing machine to crop two of my tshirts.

And it worked as expected but I don't how to use it so, the sewing line wasn't completely straight. Well for the first time, it was not too bad. There is still no update about my practical exams. Its been a week since exams ended. I don't know when practicals will be conducted.

I didn't read many chapters of the manhwa. I haven't even been singing these days. I need to practice more or I might lose my voice again. I also haven't bought a guitar even though my cousin has sent money for it... I haven't done anything lol. My sister had her practical and I asked her to buy a dropper for me on the way but she forgot...

Last night, I felt very cold for some reason. I had trouble falling asleep as well. I guess that's it for today. My mom told me to not buy a present for her for mother's day because my aunt will want one as well... she isn't wrong. I will trim my beard tonight, I think. I want to shave my face but I dont have the confidence. See ya;)

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