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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1122

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1122 

 Yo. It was not really a good day until couple hours ago. Last night, after the effect of medicine faded, I started getting sick again. Fever and pain started to return. I took another dose and went to sleep. It was very hard to fall asleep. Not only I had slept during the day, I was also sweating a lot because of medicine.

In morning, same thing happened. Effect of medicine wore off and symptoms came back. I took another dose. I only worked to improve my song and I have started working on the next one after so long. But I couldn't work on it too much. During the day, I took a nap. In evening, I got sick again and had to go to the doctor again. 

He gave me more medicine which honestly made me quite angry and worried cuz the amount of polls I have taken in past few months is too much. I have become very skinny and I feel weaker.
In evening, I took medicine and i started sweating again. I hope its nothing serious but there is high probability that it is. Because I take medicine, symptoms disappear and few hours later, they come back again.

But then clouds covered the sky and thunderstorm came. Wind blew extremely fast and it rained very heavily. But only for several minutes. Now, its clear and I am sitting on the roof enjoying cool breeze... It feels so peaceful. I will work on my song tomorrow because there is no electricity right now and it doesn't seem like it will be back soon considering how bad the storm was. I also watched few podcasts recently. 

My mom's present was also shipped today. And I saw an aeroplane flew over my home and I tracked it until it reached its destination, lol. Felt weird.See ya;)


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