Memoir of the Loser - Day 1125

Yo. Another day passed. It was not a good day. I had very high fever and weakness in morning. I had to postpone going to doctor for couple hours because I had taken medicine and it was taking it's sweet time working. I finally went to the clinic and had to wait for around one and half hour.

I did get reports from yesterday. I had typhoid and haemoglobin was quite low. Then, it was my turn and I went to the doctor. He asked for my urine color again. I told him and he asked me to show him, smh. I collected some in a small empty bottle and at first he thought it was typhoid because the tests said so 

But after seeing the color, he said that I had jaundice. He gave me some pills until evening and ordered another test. My aunt and sister went in evening to collect the reprts cuz the doctor had told me to rest. I got it done and in a nutshell, I have jaundice and typhoid. Fortunately, nothing is too high since I went to the doctor early. He prescribed me a lot of medicine, and put me on a strict diet.

That's alright. I mean it's not but still... What's extremely infuriating is this family.  They are too much most of the time. All of these people either don't give a damn and those who do blame it on me for being careless smh. They say that I don't eat properly and what not. All my life, I have been like this. It was just a coincidence worsened by my allergies' medicine which I am stopping for now.

Tomorrow, I will go to a shrine because once again, my mom is forcing me. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate it but I can barely walk when I have fever and weakness... And they are asking me to drive? God forbid, something happens, they will blame only me. Anyway, I did get to eat mangos and drink mango shake.

I also slept for few hours during the day. That's all I can do for now. Even now, I have fever and weakness. Even my stomach is causing problems smh. This body needs to be replaced lol. I also talked with my friend and that guy can be too clingy sometimes. He knows it but doesn't try to get better...

I guess that's it for today. My cousin hasn't returned from wherever he has gone to. I can't eat anything good not that I want to now. I saw a lot of different people at the clinic... and I didn't like most of them. Cities are  annoying. I haven't worked on my music in past few days... nothing ever goes as expected for me. Instead of going up, this life keeps going downhill. See ya;)