Memoir of the Loser - Day 1126

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day again. I took medicine last night for fever but it didn't go down. I had trouble sleeping and I had to go to toilet multiple times... My morning was even worse. I woke up with a lot of pain and weakness. There was no electricity so, I had to take bath in cold water... Fortunately, my stomach was fine.

After that, I went to the shrine with my mom. Its a pretty famous regional shrine and many people were there. Everyone who goes there and does the rituals as said will recover from jaundice quickly. There was no problem with any of that except the fact that I had to drive and it was extremely tiring. And one of them rituals was taking bath in cold water which was extremely cold. I got shivers which I still remember.

My head and neck were hurting so much that I had to try my best to look straight while driving. Anyway, after I came back, I went to temple, had breakfast, took my medicine and tried to sleep. My neck was hurting a lot and no amount of resting helped. Eventually, it was after noon and I asked my sister to place cold cloth wipes on my neck. Then my mom massaged my neck and I finally felt relief... Like I could lift my neck up for the first time during the day without pain.

I took medicine again and I could speak and walk normally. I didn't know jaundice could be so painful. I finally used my phone after half of the day had passed. I had received a lot of messages from my friend. He was worried. I told him that I was fine. I didn't have energy to talk though. My friends are going to the university tomorrow but I can't go with them. 

In evening, I drank juice cuz the doctor has recommended so. I can't eat too much spicy or salty food which is annoying because while there are many fruits, I don't like many of them and they are not enough on their own. Now, its evening and I feel mostly fine. I did have abdominal pain which keeps appearing and disappearing but I am fine now. I ate curd during the day, drank lemon juice and I think it's going to be everyday from today.

My cousin also came to check my reports. Apparently, a lot of people are suffering from this illness because there is a problem with water supply. I hope its fixed because it's a fucking terrible illness. Unless I take medicine, I can't even walk. All I can do is lay on my bed. My sister isn't also completely fine. I feel like she gets mad that my mom and aunt are caring about me.

She doesn't realize that they care only for their own benefit and it's just that my condition is quite bad. My mom's phone's cover also arrived. I haven't told anyone about it. But I think my sister has found about it. My cousin's family also had expected reactions when they found I had jaundice. Lets not go into detail lol. My grandma is also very worried, smh. Its not that serious. My mom will go on a trip with her friends in few days. Lets hope I recover mostly before that. See ya;)