Memoir of the Loser - Day 1127

 Yo. Another day passed. Not really a great day again . Last night, I got fever and pain when medicine's effects faded. And then, I took paracetamol which I later found out to is not good for jaundice. Well, I am not going to make the same mistake again. I managed to sleep somehow. My mom's snoring and sweating made it extremely difficult to fall asleep.

In morning, I was fine. It wasn't very bad but as expected, it did get very bad. Fever and pain came back . While my whole body felt weak, my neck and head hurt a lot more. I don't know why. I lay on the bed for few hours but it was of no use. Finally, I had lunch and took medicine doctor had given. One of those pills was for fever. Seriously, I am so tired. All I eat is medicine and fruits...

I also got a call from one of my friends who went to the university. I had asked him to do something for me as well. He hasn't told me how it went but apparently it didn't go well. I have ulcers on my tongue and it's so hard to even talk. Everyone keeps saying different things. What I should eat, what I should do... I wouldn't have had any problems with them if they weren't wrong, smh.

I slept again after eating lunch and woke up in evening. I finally used my phone because fever had gone down. I had dinner few minutes ago along with the medicine... I had to eat porridge. Its going to be like this for at least few more days. Ah, diseases are fucking terrible. I can't eat anything tasty... Anything at all. I talked with one of my mom's sisters and she also recommended some food for me.

It was my uncle's birthday as well. He brought kiwi and dragonfruit but nothing he can do will change my feelings. I hate him and I will continue to do so. My mom is also very annoying sometimes. She is so gullible. Like who says that you should only eat white stuff when you have jaundice, smh. But she believes in that. She is against me eating any kind of spicies or salt.... Lol. How the fuck am I going to survive. Just admit me to the hospital...

My jaundice isn't even that bad lol. Anyway, that's all for today. I hope I recover soon so that I can work on my music and eat stuff I like. I have lost a bit of weight and I look so bad... I haven't told my mom about the gift yet. It was also my sister's exam and apparently it went terrible... I don't trust her but it didn't look like she was lying. It was also extremely hot today... There is no expectation of rain for several days. See ya;)