Memoir of the Loser - Day 1136 

Yo. Another day passed. Last night was once again terrible. I couldn't sleep because of my mom snoring. In the end, I had to use earphones. Then in morning, I went back to my room because it had cooled down enough to let me sleep. My sister went to get her eyes checked. She is eligible for lasik.

She will get it done next month. Its weird because I have seen her with glasses far more than I have seen her without glasses. I also finally got the marks list from my friend. That bastard really used this chance to make me angry. He really knows how to get on my nerves.

I will go to the university two days later because my sister also has some business there. I hope it goes smoothly. Anyway, I ate french fries after a long time and that guy called me right when I was eating ... What a timing. It was extremely hot and sunny like every other day. I did take a nap as well.

But ... It wasn't a good day. I get these depressing thoughts every now and then and today was quite bad. Truth be told, I don't want to do anything I don't like and I like very few things. I don't know what to do with my life and time is running out. Every day, my mom asks me to find a job. I understand her pov and I want to help her because I don't want to be stuck doing something I hate for the rest of my life.

I don't know what to do. I feel stuck with no way out... Damn. I wish I was lying. There is still some water shortage in my area and like every day, my uncle's family over use our home's motor even though theirs work perfectly fine. I don't know what they do with so much water. I guess that's it for today. See ya;)