Memoir of the Loser - Day 1149

 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. It was extremely hot and windy today. But obviously, with how high the temperature was, the wind felt like it was going to peel your skin which the sun had already melted. To make matters worse, the transformer that was changed few days ago ... got burned again lol.

They should have used a bigger one. Last night, I slept in my mom's room and I slept peacefully. But it took long time to call asleep. I didn't work on my music at all. In morning, my sister, mom and aunt went to the city. My sister had her appointment with the doctor and they also went to a temple. And I needed a lower for the day I have my practical exam. I bought one online but it still hasn't been shipped. Even my minxodil didn't arrive.

So I asked my sister to find one for me. They did and I liked it in the photo but it turned out to be one size smaller when I wore it. It was too short and tight. So I had to go there again in evening by myself to get it replaced. I found a decent one. I didn't get the color I wanted but... something is better than nothing.

One of the many reasons behind why I don't go to most places is because I hate going to the city and crowded places in general. Another is that seeing a lot of shops and stuff makes me want to buy a lot of stuff lol. I wrote some things today as well but nothing crazy. I need to work harder... 

Now. My sister is very angry with my aunt and it's my aunt's fault completely. She knows my sister is sick but she doesn't treat her like she treated me while I was sick. It obviously made her angry. And other reasons as well. When she pays for something, even medicine, she acts like she is doing us a favour. Last night, we had a pretty big debate because of this in our home, lol. My sister and my mom had an argument for almost an hour. 

And both sides were right and wrong at the different places. I didn't say anything. I didn't want them to release their anger on me. I had been in my sister's shoes many times. Anyway, I don't really like my aunt anymore either. I always hated her husband though. My mom and others are going on a trip in several days. My aunt will be going as well. Forget cooking for himself, my uncle can't even put food in the plate by himself and my aunt wants me to do that when they go. 

Lmao. She said that I would do it if it was my dad. Well duh. That bastard is no one to me. See ya;)