Memoir of the Loser - Day 1276

Yo. Another day passed. It was a normal day. I worked on my music and tried to create some images for it. I usually use copyright free images or ai to create images. I don't want to but I have no choice. I am not an artist and I don't have time to learn how to draw ...

The service I use to generate those images was down today but I found a workaround. Fortunately, its because of maintenance, I hope that's the case. My fan is making so much noise, it will be hard to fall asleep if I don't do anything. I will have to change its capacitor soon.

I finally went to the doctor, and the medicine he prescribed worked wonders. I went to toilet only a couple times and I didn't feel any discomfort or pain like I did until yesterday. Medicine is a miracle. I washed my hair with shampoo and like I expected, they became impossible to control.

I can't even use a hair band or something to hold them for long because of breakage. My sister is being bothered by her friend. The situation is quite funny because her friend keeps asking her for advice about studies but she doesn't actually listen to her. She is married and is jealous of my sister who isn't.

My sister has cracked few exams and her friend says that anyone can do that. She is so salty. She said a lot of other things. I don't know how my sister is still talking with her. My mom also seems to be under pressure from my uncle's family. They want my sister's and cousin's marriage to be held simultaneously. They only think about themselves.

My sister doesn't even want to get married, let alone this soon. I hate this family and I wish to move out as soon as possible. Its my cousin's birthday in two days as well. Everyone will be fasting except me. So, kind of disappointing because I won't be able to eat anything as well.

I also talked with one of my friends. He asked me about my maths marks. I lied... He told me that he got zero marks and not just him, others got zero marks as well. Obviously, its impossible. They are stupid but not that much. But we can't do anything. They will also apply for revaluation in hopes that their numbers will change.

I guess this is it for today. I also watched an anime movie. It was great. It made me want to run away. See ya;)