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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 505

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 505

tYo, another day passed. It was a good day. Weather was great... until noon when it got sunny. And it got hot. Still, it wasn't bad. Today, I did some work and I found a great app that lets you make those piano visualizer type videos where each note falls on the piano. You understand what I mean?

Anyway, I am working on my song. I am making a phonk track. Its easy but at the same time, it is quite difficult to make something that's different from others. Today, my uncle did something again which made me quite angry. Only if, only if we didn't 'have' to stay here, I would have left a long time ago.

My sister has her exams in few days. She started preparing just few weeks ago. I wonder how she will perform this time. She isn't stupid. But she doesn't enjoy what she is studying. Speaking of which, I think I am going to burn down that university. Just kidding. But they still haven't sent me the books. How am I supposed to study?!

I still have weird dreams everyday. And i don't know why but i feel weak. Its like I am losing my strength little by little everyday... Anyway, see ya;)

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