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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 510

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 510

Hey, another day passed. It was a great day. It rained during the whole day until evening. Then, sun came out and it was so pretty. Now, I realize why sun is important for our mood. I have been listening to new linkin park's song on repeat. Their new singer's voice is great but when I found that she believes in Scientology... it made me a little disappointed.

And I have found why I am losing weight. Because I don't eat enough. I am not getting enough calories. Anyway, I didn't read or watch anything today. I have almost finished the remix I was working on. It turned out great. Definitely not as good as I was expecting but still good. Since few days ago, I have started using hair oil.

I don't know if its because of that but you can see my scalp through my hair. Whether its hair loss or my hair are just that thin, I don't know. I hope its latter. Tonight, I think I will go to sleep early. I just don't have any thing to do. I will start working on my next song from tomorrow. I hope I finish it quickly this time. I have also started editing the book I wrote. See ya;)

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