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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 514

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 514

Yo, another day passed. And it was very sunny and hot today. It didn't rain here but it did rain somewhere close because in evening, sky was covered with scattered clouds. Last night, I slept alone in our house and while it was kind of scary, I actually liked it. I rarely talk to anyone so, it wasn't something different for me.  

 I fasted today and I am used to it. I don't feel that hungry anymore. It was my friend's birthday and I wished him. He kept asking to come to his home since he was throwing a party. And I didn't want to. The last time I talked with him was 9 months ago, so... It wouldn't make sense for me to go. 

  I haven't been making music nowadays. I am busy with my book. It makes me embarrassed every time I say it. Today... I sang and listened to songs a lot. I have started singing again. Its so weird. It was around this time last year when I started taking singing seriously. I stopped during the summers because it was too hot but I have started again. I have been watching lots of anime related videos on YouTube. Since I don't have time to watch an anime, I watch those videos. Because I like to binge watch an anime Anyway, see ya;) 

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