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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 518

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 518

Yo! Today was just like yesterday. Sunny until evening and then it started raining. Today, I was supposed to go to a temple but it started raining and I couldn't go. Today, I didnt do a lot of work but I did upload my songs. Honestly I like the music I make but I don't get any views and I don't want to go outside and prove to others that I have talent.

Also, I found out last night that my sister had told my uncle's family that I have taken admission in the university. I had told them to not tell anyone. The problem is that those guys pray for everyone's downfall. I am not kidding. All of them get jealous when a person does good in their life, especially when they earn more than them.

I didn't read or watch anything today. A guy from my neighborhood bought an iPhone from the money his brother sent. His brother is just few months older than me. My mom keeps telling me about how everyone is earning and I want to tell her that it's because they live abroad. If we had the money to sent me abroad, I would have not stayed here. Its just an excuse. I pray to God and hope daily...  Ah, its just my fate, I should accept it already. See ya;)

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