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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1081

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1081  Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day because weather was quite bad today. It was sunny and hot. It did get better in evening because clouds appeared. But another thing appears at night... Mosquitoes. Summer hasn't even begun yet. I studied today as well. Quite a lot actually. My sister went to the city to go to the temple. I had asked her to buy the contact lens solution because I found out only last night that you are supposed to change it every time you wear lens. She was tired and didn't have any energy to go look for it. She did but a bag and slippers of herself tho...  Anyway, she will go on a trip tomorrow with my aunt. I pray it goes well. Today, my uncle's family wasted my and her time. We had to run several errands for them. The audacity to even ask us to do anything for them when they don't anything for us and when they don't even show gratefulness. Its amazing how people can be so shamless. And then when you stand up fo...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 776

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 776

 Yo. So, today few guests came to my house. They came to see my sister and our family. Why? To see if my sister is a food fit for their son and if we are poor or not. I found out about it in morning. But I hate meeting people. Especially when they are someone I haven't even met before.  I have my exam tomorrow. I wanted to prepare as much as I could.

But that is just the surface of the problems. My sister doesn't want to get married. Yep, my mom and others are forcing her. And unlike me, she doesn't stand up for herself. Also, I am not prepared to take on those responsibilities. I am unemployed. I am studying. I have no way to supporting this house.

But no one cares. My mom just wants to be done with her responsibility. She wants to push it all onto me. Really, if I could, I would have gone somewhere far away and never come back. Also, my legs and head hurt so much. Maybe its because of overthinking and anger I am feeling. I wish I could run away.

If only I was earning... Enough to survive on my own. I have an exam tomorrow and that's what I am thinking. I wonder what I did in my past life to suffer in this one. See ya;)


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