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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1149

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1149  Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. It was extremely hot and windy today. But obviously, with how high the temperature was, the wind felt like it was going to peel your skin which the sun had already melted. To make matters worse, the transformer that was changed few days ago ... got burned again lol. They should have used a bigger one. Last night, I slept in my mom's room and I slept peacefully. But it took long time to call asleep. I didn't work on my music at all. In morning, my sister, mom and aunt went to the city. My sister had her appointment with the doctor and they also went to a temple. And I needed a lower for the day I have my practical exam. I bought one online but it still hasn't been shipped. Even my minxodil didn't arrive. So I asked my sister to find one for me. They did and I liked it in the photo but it turned out to be one size smaller when I wore it. It was too short and tight. So I had to go there again in evening...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 776

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 776

 Yo. So, today few guests came to my house. They came to see my sister and our family. Why? To see if my sister is a food fit for their son and if we are poor or not. I found out about it in morning. But I hate meeting people. Especially when they are someone I haven't even met before.  I have my exam tomorrow. I wanted to prepare as much as I could.

But that is just the surface of the problems. My sister doesn't want to get married. Yep, my mom and others are forcing her. And unlike me, she doesn't stand up for herself. Also, I am not prepared to take on those responsibilities. I am unemployed. I am studying. I have no way to supporting this house.

But no one cares. My mom just wants to be done with her responsibility. She wants to push it all onto me. Really, if I could, I would have gone somewhere far away and never come back. Also, my legs and head hurt so much. Maybe its because of overthinking and anger I am feeling. I wish I could run away.

If only I was earning... Enough to survive on my own. I have an exam tomorrow and that's what I am thinking. I wonder what I did in my past life to suffer in this one. See ya;)


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