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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 830

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 830

 Yo. Another day passed. It was not a good day again. My stomach hasn't recovered like I had thought. It doesn't hurt but its quite uncomfortable. Its hard to study when your body doesn't listen to you. Also... I have lost weight. I thought it was in my mind but I have actually lost another kilogram. And I check it in evening... If I check in morning, I don't know how low it will be.

I am eating the same amount of food as I used to a month ago. I went to doctor to get medicine for my stomach. Also, I studied today as well. The exam is day after tomorrow... I don't know how it will go. I really don't. Also I got an email from the university to fill the exam form for second year of my degree.

My mom asked me to go to a relative's house. I don't want to. Because I don't like those relatives. I really don't. They keep forcing me to do things I don't like. My mom knows what they are like but I have to do it for formality... Anyway, I didn't talk with my friend. I don't like talking with him. And the way he talks just annoys me. I wonder when I will reach my limit. See ya;)

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