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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 831

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 831

 Yo. Another day passed. It was very hot today! Extremely hot. It felt like june even though its already long gone. Tomorrow, I have my exam and to say that I am scared would be an understatement. I don't know what will happen to me. Because the syllabus was too much, time was too little and I was not motivated at all.

Anyway, it is what it is. No one can stop the fate. My sister also has the same exam but her examination center is very far from my mine. We will go with my cousin. I hate taking anyone's help, especially theirs. I didn't talk with my friend. I have reached my limit. I can't tolerate him. Its so weird but I did learn that things can change in an instant.

I don't know if I am doing the right thing. But I can't sacrifice my happiness(?) for someone else. Also, my stomach didn't create any problems for me today. Looks like the medicine worked. I am just glad that I won't have to go the washroom frequently, lol. Anyway, that is all for today. Pray for me... See ya;)


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