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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1100

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1100 

 Yo? Its 1100th Day? I have completed 11 centuries huh. Well, nothing special happened. I woke up and went to give my exam. Well I went after noon. I was very worried because the subject was very hard but it turned out better than I expected. In fact, it turned out better for others as well. The exam was easy.

The invigilator was too nice. People were talking, cheating and he barely said anything. Even my friends copied from notes... It was good for them. Funnily enough, after the exam the invigilator called my friend and asked him to focus on studies... lol. But I felt sad for myself because I had studied so hard just for others to cheat their way and there was a girl who sat in front of me. She kept looking behind at my exam.

I was so tired of her. I studied for a month staight just so that someone else could copy what I was writing. After examz we went somewhere to eat. I ate two pizza slices and I was done... I think something is wrong with my stomach. I don't feel hungry and I can barely eat anything these days. Anyway, last night wasn't great as well. My mom and others came home late. I showed the call recording to my aunt and she was quiet because she knew her husband was wrong.

I am sure she will make excuses tomorrow. I just want to get away from this place. To somewhere far away. I also tested my handheld sewing machine. It works great but I need to learn it. I didn't wear new clothes...  Nothing new,  pun intended. I went to give my exam, not to a fashion show. Also, unfortunately one of my contact lens is torn and I can't wear it.

Seems like I will need to buy new ones. It was very sunny and hot again today. Oh the way, in my class , a girl fainted. Apparently, she suffers from frequent anxiety attacks... I am not sure but from the way teachers were pampering her, I couldn't help but feel pity for her. It let students cheat easily. I have been trying to finish a comedy special for past few days. Anyway, that's all for today, see ya;)

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